Salam to you. So long, yes?
So much has happened, too. A lifetime of...an experience to remember.
God knows what is best...what you can't control, what you have decided, what you have done...you just can't mull over it wishfully hoping you can change it.
That's the art of living...you make a choice, and you design your life's direction.
But things that you can never comprehend...like meeting people...death...birth...you just know that it is HIS doing.
Few minutes before, I didn't know that I will be updating my blog.
I don't know what will happen after this.
I remember what happened before, and some I might like, some I might think I could have done better. But it is not in my nature to be regretful, ironic for a negative person.
It's all in the heart. I have neglected my heart so long, I have conditioned it to be resistant to petty emotional experiences. But was that my fault? It was pre-ordained, my opinion.
A person, a being, came to me. His voice, sang right into me. His eyes took me in his soul. All I gave him was a smile, the brightest smile I ever felt after my gloom over myself, my life, my dead heart, my empty spirit.
And a handshake. Which is nothing compared to the cord already visible.
His smile gave me Joy. My presence gave him Peace.
His voice kept on singing into me...touching my very depths, awakening, healing my heart.
The Moon sees us together...we see the Moon.
God is Witness to our Lunar force.
Now my Moon Companion has gone to live deep within my heart. The time has come for us to part.
He has given me life. He has opened a path for love to fill my heart. He rejuvenates my spirit. With the music of his own spirit!
Now that, is a step which is irreversible...I shall go on with my life, with my very own soul, and the changes that he brought.
I only pray that he shall find his own happiness and peace within him. I pray he shall not be lonely.
